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I miss Bill Hicks.

One of the things I’ve noticed is that most of the people I feel truly kindred towards are dead. In fact, a number of them have been documentably murdered, while others I can only speculate about. Bill is one of those who I speculate about. I know the kind of circles he ran in, the kinds of people he was friends with, and I’ve said myself that he was five steps from starting a revolution, as it were.

But I do wonder if that tumour wasn’t perhaps metastatic… and if so, did he have a primary tumour in his body? I know he smoked quite a bit, but I also know what kind of technologies actually exist and were around at the time he died. Given the kinds of people I know who have access to these technologies, it doesn’t seem unlikely to me that Bill could have been one of their targets. I suppose if it was a natural response by his body to his lifestyle, then he just saved them a bit of work, but it’s one of those things I wonder about.

There’s another thing I really dislike, and that’s the total internet lockdown on information about Dean Warwick. Aside from an interview with Dave Starbuck a few weeks before his death, and a few articles chiefly about his death… there’s nothing! I’ve scoured the net for information on him, and despite the random bits and pieces of information which one can find about virtually everyone, there is nothing about Dean Warwick. I can’t figure out how old this guy was, where he held citizenship, whether he was married, etc. and yet there are multiple things which I can independently verify which he speaks about in that surviving interview which are quite high-concern issues.

It is so irritating to me. In all my life, I have only ever wished to refine my perception of reality, to understand the truth, to comprehend the real relationships between things and the history of how things have come to be. This personal crusade of mine has led me through mires and mires of disinformation, garbled personal recollections, over-simplifications, compartmentalization to the degree of absolute absurdity, etc.

I have learned many things which cause me to feel a great deal of shame for the state of terrestrial humanity. I am continually shocked and appalled by the blatant lies which have been used to mask unscrupulous and downright evil behaviour; and it’s not the lies which shock me, but the overwhelmingly tendency of the common people to totally buy into these lies and accept them without a single question asked.

I would have liked to explore the truth and find that people were harmonious, that life was peaceful and people were reasonable. It would have been much better to live in a world where people enjoyed a universally acceptable standard of living, where the people could trust in their authorities and government, and where the laws were based on logic and in accordance with wisdom. In fact, if people lived in a society ruled by the wise, we would all enjoy much more contentment and fulfillment in life – we would feel safer, we would live in peace, there would be order and resources would be appropriately managed.

All that would have been very fine to find, and I’d have enjoyed it a great deal more. But that’s not the reality of the state of Earth right now, and I refuse to delude myself about it. I refuse to be led blindly to my death because I could never see past the smooth talking liars or through the thin veils they use to shroud their actions. I refuse to behave criminally by ignoring reality and pretending things are better than they are.

The only reason I address the things I do is because they are the truth, and I cannot call for revolutionary leaders, I cannot call for people to speak the truth, and still remain silent about the things I do know with certainty now. That would only make me a hypocrite. Nothing will change so long as those of us who are aware of what is going on do not speak up about it.

That’s why I miss Bill. He was like me. I am like him. We both just want to know the truth, and live in a better, brighter world. We both want to make the world a better place for those yet to come. We both have visions for the future. He was such a shining light, extinguished so long before his time. Bill (William Melvin, for those who don’t know him) spoke the truth. He was honest, he was brave and beautiful and he didn’t deserve to be so lonely. Despite his talk of hating children, I’d bank that he’d have made a wonderful father if he’d gotten the chance to partner happily with someone who was equal to him (and I don’t know whether or not his partner at the time of his death was his equal, but it being his decision I am inclined to think he knew what he was doing).

All that potential, in this time-line anyway, is gone now. I wish he hadn’t died, but there’s nothing I can do about it.

I miss John Lennon, too, but I miss Bill Hicks more. Still, what the hell is with people regarding John Lennon? Seriously people, how much more obvious does the CIA have to get? I know you all missed out on Kennedy (which one? Both! –the hecklers laugh-) but dear lord, the guy who took out Lennon had documentable ties to the CIA and behaved like a mind-controlled sociopath.

Really people, look into the documents that survived and were declassified about MKULTRA. Just the stuff they are willing to admit to having done is incredibly evil, nevermind the amount of information which they’ll never declassify, and all the documents which the CIA admits to destroying.

This kind of behaviour isn’t acceptable. Yet the CIA are still at it. Decades after they killed John F. Kennedy, for a variety of reasons including that he wanted full disclosure of UFOs and extraterrestrials (and, y’know, he wanted to dissolve the CIA, wanted to take back power from the central bankers at the ‘Federal Reserve’, etc.) — they are now trying to extradite a UK citizen (www.freegary.org.uk) to be tried in the US because he happens to be a nerd that went looking for information about extraterrestrials, UFOs, and free energy technologies.

What’s more, Gary found the information he was looking for and then some. Perhaps he shouldn’t have found his way into classified documents, but then again, perhaps the US government should have taken more care to protect this information since they want to hide it so badly. Still, they’ve rewritten a number of laws (with Gary in mind) and are now going after him. Why? — because he wanted to know the truth.

Gee, if there was ever a crime worth punishing with decades of prison time, I gotta hand it to them — wanting to know the truth never would have occurred to me as the one.

Edit: I’ve decided to include a link to a recent interview with McKinnon:

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